SHIT!!..

i was walking out from my house..
open the gate.. felt a bit tired + lazy so i stopped/slowed down for like a few milliseconds..
then 'bleak'..
i saw bird shit in the floor..
right in front of me..
i was so close to getting it on my head instead of the floor..

so..
good luck??..
or bad luck is/was so close??..

WTF??!!

Date: 21st April 2010
Time: ~4.45pm
Venue: In my car, on the way to tank michelle back to cheras..
Main Characters: Me, Michelle Elizabeth John & new silver Proton Saga


(On MRR2.. driving, rushing to send michelle back so that i can get back in time.. )
(talking about medicine course, utar.. blah blah blah..)

PY: Eh.. you know hor.. that day i was talking to my bro about him taking med course.. and he asked me.. "eh.. michelle don scare next time when she become a doctor and she come out and work.. that she will kill someone meh"..

(a silver colour new Proton Saga, WTF ???? pass by our car..)

M: WHAT THE FUCK!!.. (laughs)

PY: (shocked) Huh??.. (saw the WTF number plate..) Oh...

M: (still laughing) this car could not have come in a better time.. seriously lo.. (laughs.. and continue with her lecture about what my bro said, which is not funny at all.. so i decided to cut it off..)

haha..

Lunch at Tenji

Well.. how i should start??.. I can only say.. I AM EXTREMELY FULL!!.. haha..

The place was quite nice.. got lots of different types of food.. As for the taste, some are very nice, some are so so, some are acceptable, some are below my expectations..

When we first went in, of course, i have to serve my dad first.. so i walked so many rounds.. and everytime i bring something back for him, he had already finished the previous servings.. =.="
so when he asked me what other things they have, i said.. you go and see la.. got many food there.. haha.. then he went to see for himself.. haha..

I took a little of everything.. there are a few things that i didnt take.. for eg: anything with rice in it, the tepanyaki stuff (too many ppl grabbing for it..), the fried stuff (always finish when i want to take..), the noodles stuff, all those bread and soup (too filling..), ice-cream (REALLY long queue..) and some raw stuff that i don eat.. you might think what did i eat there.. haha.. actually.. i ate a lot.. i'll be showing some pictures of it at the bottom..

I used my phone to take all these pictures.. so due to lighting, the effect is kinda cacat.. so sorry.. and i didnt took picture of every food available there..

The entrance


My duty is to ensure that my dad got enough of these..


My first round.. all the RAW food..

second round
Mushrooms, Jellyfish, Lobster Salad..

Dim Sum
The one wrapped in aluminium foil is chicken.. (not nice..)
siu mai is very nice


Clams, Chicken, Prawns and Crabs


This i did not eat.. my mom ate..


more of jelly fish and octopus..


Coconut (very refreshing)
Soup (so so only)
Bread (the round one is nice)


Shark fin soup with taufu (not bad but i've tasted better ones..)


Latte
(there are black coffee, teh tarik, expresso, cappuccino and many more..)
(they also have many different types of chinese tea..)


marshmallows and cookies in CHOCOLATE!!..


lychee moose cake


Snails.. (I've tasted better ones..)


Cakes
(Those are not mine..)


Ice-cream!!..
(not mine either..)


Desserts!!..


COOKIES!!..


Jelly (artificial taste..)
(i tried the tiramisu.. not bad..)


More desserts!!..


That is the ice-cream queue.. it was longer than it looks..
(baskin robbins ice-cream.. the light was too bright..)


view from my seat


another view from my seat


another view from my seat


fruits


popcorn
(not a big fan of popcorn)


Juices and marshmallows
and a pot of CHOCOLATE!!..


Coconut.. next to the bow of chocolate..


My cousin.. This was his 3rd or 4th plate of crabs..


My relatives..


extra order..


the whole set..

I spent 4 hours there.. haha.. i should really go back to studying.. bye..

What we do when the teacher is not in class..

I am supposed to be studying.. but.. haihz.. you know la.. not in the mood.. I suddenly remembered that i wanted to write a post about this video that Michelle took in class.. for some reason, after Michelle transfer the video to my phone, there is no image.. just sound.. but it was good enough.. everytime i am sad or feel like listenning to something before i sleep, this is what i listen to.. and i always repeat it for at least 3 times.. it is really funny.. and yesterday night i thought of posting the conversation up in my blog.. i donno why i wanna write this whole thing out instead of just posting the video up ( it's kinda stupid.. but.. watever..)

It happened last year.. it was almost end of the year.. which means everyone will ponteng since the teachers already finished the syllabus.. so one day ( I forgot which day..), we went for lunch in canteen 2.. there was some function/event going on.. so someone was playing some music.. and it happened that one of the songs that was played was Michael Jackson's "BEAT IT".. and suddenly Guoa Cheang started singing: "BEAT IT!!..". Pei Khen and Michelle heard it and started laughing non-stop.. ( I missed it cos i was doing something else..) and so.. it became the topic of the day..

After lunch, we went to Chemistry lecture in DK1.. when we went into the lecture hall, it was empty.. ( not surprised..) we took our seats and Guoa Cheang was standing in front of the lecture hall.. the lecturer from the previous class did not erase the white board.. ( It was physics.. the topic was on Springs and SHM..)
this is where it all begins..


Please that note that Michelle did not say a word in this whole video.. all she does was giggling there..

PY: Pei Khen.. Go sing!!..
PK: BEAT IT!!..
GC: Today i'm going to teach you all.. Springs and.. What's that ah??.. SHM..
PY&PK: Huh??.. What??.. 哪里??..
GC: Springs and...
PK: SHM..
GC: What is that ah??..
PK: Eh.. Physics, physics.. (He was talking to michelle..)
M: (Giggling..)
PY: Simple Harmonic Motion!!.. Haiyo.. teacher donno how to teach oh.. haiyo!!.. (Giggling..)
GC: Simple harmonic motion.. To study this, you must have this book!!.. ( Holding BIOLOGY book..)
(Everyone laugh/giggle..)
PY: That's bio book!!.. how to study physics with bio book??..
GC: You cannot say like that.. All knowledge is linked..
PY: REALLY??.. Teacher.. i want to know which chapter i can find simple harmonic motiom??..
GC: You know.. all knowledge is based on ABC to Z.. You know that??..
PY: Yes i know.. sorry teacher.. (talk and laugh at the same time.. and Michelle still giggling there.. can hear it so clearly..)
Short silence..
GC: Ok.. the note is on the board.. copy!!.. ( everyone laughed..)
PY: Teacher.. i don have pen, don have paper..
GC: Go die la you..

Meanwhile.. Pei Khen telling michelle..
PK: Later you diam diam.. hmm.. you silently send to his phone.. when his gf see then GG..

PY: Teacher, i want to you sing can ah??.. Sing Michael Jackson's..
GC: Err.. Copy la.. I let you all listen to some music.. (Pei Khen laugh out loud..)
PY: I want you sing.. I want you sing Michael Jackson's song..
PK: Teacher.. sing the Michael Jackson's Beat it..
GC: Beat your head!!..
(Everyone laughed their heads off..)
PK: Beat it....

GC: Consider a light spring.. Can anyone tell me what is SPRING??..
(Everyone LOL again..)
PY: Teacher.. continue la.. We want to learn..
GC: What is spring ah??..
PK: (telling michelle..) this is the last video you are going to make of him..
PY: Spring is spring!!..
GC: Oh.. Spring means 春天 (as in the 4 season, spring..) la..
(Everyone LOL again..)
PK: Ya sir.. Spring means 春天!!..
GC: Ohh..

PK: Eh!!.. Class cancel izzit??.. impossible until now also got nobody come lo??.. ( it was already 20-30 minutes and still no one else was in the class.. not even the lecturer..)
(At the same time..)
PY: Teacher!!.. What is after spring??..
GC: After spring..
PY: Ah
GC: After spring then summer lo..
PK: Sir i know!!.. After spring hor.. means la.. when you break up hor.. you go find another spring.. 春天第二春..
PY: (laughing..)
GC: No no no no no..
PK: No ah sir??..
GC: No.. Spring then summer.. ( he had a very serious look on his face.. that's what made it funnier..)
(Everyone LOL..)

This is where the recording ends.. after a while then only Mr. Keong came into the class..
It was really a memorable day for all of us.. ( too bad Yan Kher ponteng.. so he missed out this whole thing..)
And of course.. must thank Michelle for recording this whole thing.. haha..

Gone too soon..

It has been a sad year for me.. I've lost 2 friends so far..
Sylvester Liew Kah Hoe and Shobaanthiran Pillai..

----------Sylvester---------- | -----------Shobaan----------

Sylvester passed away about a month ago due to sickness. I knew him when i was in TARC. I was taking STPM while he was taking A-levels. We knew each other through Science and Mathematics Society. We were both committee members. He left TARC after the first semester. He was a really nice guy. He was a gentleman and he was nice to everyone and he always offer his help to those in need. I really regret that i found out about his death so late and never got the chance to see him for the last time. Yesterday i went to his facebook profile and saw a slideshow of his funeral photos posted up by his relative. I cried as i was watching the slideshow. It is really unfair that a guy like him had to go so soon.



As for Shobaan, he passed away yesterday morning at 5.30am due to a car accident in Bangsar. I've heard many version of stories on how the accident happened but i dont know which is the real one. I went to his funeral today and i managed to see him for one last time. I am really not used to Shobaan being so calm and peaceful. He came to out class in Form 5. He was always all over the place and making jokes to make everyone around him happy. The only time he was quiet in class was when he fall asleep, but it usually ends with teacher scolding him then he making jokes about it.

Many of his friends came for his funeral today. A few of them said that this is like a gathering but not the type of gathering that we are hoping for. I totally agree. If this is the kinda occassion that can gather everyone together, then i would rather have no gathering at all. At times, was hoping that what Terri said in her blog will come true, that is:

" A little part of me is telling me not to make a fool of myself saying all these sweet gushy things about you because tomorrow you'll pop out of nowhere and yell, "GOTCHA!! I punk'd the whole damn class of '06 of both Wesley Methodist AND frickin' VI yo!!!! And this shit went international. Suckers!" And you'll smirk in that infuriatingly arrogant way of yours while all your friends angrily plot your REAL demise. Because that's just the sort of thing you would do. "

However, after i spend the whole afternoon at his house, i realised that what i hope for is not gonna happen. He is really gone. I saw many of his friends crying and i tried to hold my tears.

Both of them had gone too soon. They should have the chance to enjoy life to the fullest. However, God must have something good planned for you guys. You will be missed.

R.I.P

My very own theorem..

After so many tests, (still many more to come..) my confidence level is greatly affected.. just finished intermediate calculus test today.. it was really hard, for me.. (some people might think it was easy..) although the teacher wrote some hints on the board, but it doesn't seems to help much.. so as i was driving home, i was thinking about my test.. then this thing suddenly came to my mind.. it is a combination of prob & stat and calculus..

the theorem begins with.. (of course.. you must define the variables..)

Let f(x) be my confidence level.
Let n be the number of tests.

A few weeks ago:
as n → ∞ , lim f(x) = 0

But things change after a few tests.. so now there is a little change in this theorem..
Now:
as n → ∞ , lim f(x) = -∞



Earlier, my dad asked me how i did in the test today.. i was surprised that he knows i have test today.. cos i don recall telling him i got test.. i never let my parents know when are my tests.. not until they come and ask me.. (except for the test last saturday.. cos he wanted me to fetch him back from the airport.. so i had to tell him about my test..) my replied to him was: "You might understand the concept, but it doesnt mean that you know how to answer the questions.." He just shook his head.. unfortunately for me, i know what he was thinking.. sometimes i just wish that i am dumb so that i wont know what his little actions means.. (my dad always like to show some facial expressions or actions but he'll just keep quiet about it.. he wont say anything or scold me.. but the reactions was clear enough to show me how he felt.. )

haihz.. life.. sometimes it is filled with joy and laughter.. sometimes it is filled with problems, regrets and disappointments..

Visit to the "ROYAL PALACE"..

yesterday i sparta to the Queen of Hooligans' (she likes to call herself queen of england..) so call "royal palace" which is located in cheras.. this is my second time going to cheras.. the first time was with chia may, we combined 5 maps and went to cheras to find a dealer.. this is the second time.. and this time, there is no map.. all i know is i'm supposed to do a u-turn somewhere then just go straight.. but in real life.. the roads in cheras look nothing alike than in the map.. (so shocked.. not..)

i was supposed to go to jalan pantas in taman connaught.. so i followed the road sign.. from cheras then taman connaught.. but suddenly.. the road sign for taman connaught was gone.. i thought i went the wrong way.. as i was driving i missed the u-turn.. so i turn in to the next junction and turn back to the road where i missed the turn.. (i know.. kinda confusing but i did it.. like michelle and the bros always say.. GOU!!..) after i u-turn.. there was another cross road.. i donno which way to go.. so i just went straight.. (no time to think which is the better way to take..) i ended up in cheras hartamas.. when winnie called, i asked her whether she know where is the place or not.. she was as blur and confused as i was.. she ask me to u-turn then follow the road sign that says petaling jaya and shah alam.. she was giving the direction but i was blur the whole time.. trying to understand what she was talking about.. but i managed to get to the main street.. as i was driving.. i saw one junction where a lot of cars are going in and coming out.. i donno whether i should turn in or not.. i decided not to cos i didnt see the UCSI sign anywhere.. then about 1-2 seconds after i passed by the junction, i saw one sign with the word UCSI pointing to the left.. i saw the university.. but at the same time, i was saying sh*t.. i missed the junction!!.. i immediately stopped at the side.. thinking whether i should reverse back to the junction or not.. then i saw some cars coming out of a junction further in front.. i was telling myself.. good.. there's another junction in front.. so i happily drove to the front.. and again.. i said sh*t.. that is a one way junction coming out.. i cannot turn in cos there are barricades there.. i stopped at the side again.. thinking how on earth i gonna get there.. so the 'brilliant' me switched on the hazard light and slowly REVERSE BACK UP THE JUNCTION.. (i know.. i very gou..) finally i reached the 'royal palace'..

winnie was at home.. (they rented a room each near their uni..) i went and have a 'tour' in her room.. her room was a bit small but nice.. very cooling when the window is opened..

winnie's room.. kinda small.. but very nice..

another shot of me and winnie..

shortly after that michelle called winnie asking whether i've arrived already or not.. i told winnie to tell michelle that i was lost, so i gave up and went home.. winnie told michelle: "she havent reach yet.. just now i called her, she said she was lost.. she cannot find the way.. you come back first la.." i was laughing the whole time.. then about a minute later, i smsed michelle saying that i cannot find the way so i followed the kl sign and went home.. she called me immediately.. she was so dissapointed.. winnie and i had a plan.. i will hide in winnie's room while michelle will come back with the bad news that i'm not coming.. then when michelle went back to her room, i'll go knock on her door and give her the shock of her life.. everything was so well-planned.. then i suddenly realised that my car was parked right in front of the house.. so we changed our plan.. michelle will walk past the back of the house which winnie room's window is facing.. and i will scream her name out loud when she walked past.. so i went to the window, trying to hide behind the curtain and peek out.. i saw michelle elizabeth john.. walking at her normal pace.. but you can see from her face.. she was SAD.. haha.. i yelled: "MICHELLE ELIZABETH JOHN!!!.." she was shocked.. she turned and saw me.. she was sooooo surprised.. she was yelling happily: "yo!!.. you siao ah??.. " then i saw her going around the block to get to the front gate.. you can see from the way she walked.. she was happy to see me there..

when she stepped into the house.. and i started showing her the things i brought for her.. she was soooo happy that she HUGGED me.. she did it even though she knew how much i don like being hugged by girls.. (i only hug them under certain circumstances.. ) i was practically screaming when she did that.. after that i went and surveyed her "ROYAL CHAMBER".. her room was bigger compared to winnie but very hot..

HRH aka her rotten highness in her room..
(she prefers HRH to be defined as her ROYAL highness..)

another shot of HRH from another angle of her room..

the newspaper was conteng-ed by our beloved feed cheang last year after our bio presentation.. we have all the current news (things that happened between us) and some pictures drawn by the bros.. you can hardly see what's on it.. some people might not understand what it means.. but it brings us lots of good memories..

after touring michelle's room, we went to guoa cheang's house.. his house is further away.. we had trouble finding his house cos both winnie and michelle had no idea which house he stays in.. (unbelievable..) so we called him and ask.. as usual.. i surveyed guoa cheang's room.. his room is also quite big.. he got a much longer table.. (which is good..) i went through his drawers and closet.. tour around his house.. i brought him some FOOD.. his favourite thing in the world.. haha..

picture taken in guoa cheang's room..

it was lunch time.. so we went to eat 'zap fan'.. as we were walking towards the shop.. we saw one (i think) african american woman.. erm.. how should i say ler.. i was telling michelle: "ooi.. gempa bumi!!.." (hopefully you guys know what i mean..) michelle's reply was: "this is nothing.." and shortly after that, we saw another woman.. i can only say.. HUGE!!!..

we saw some of michelle's coursemates and some of winnie and guoa cheang's senior while we were eating.. after makan, we went back to michelle's room (it was still early for winnie and guoa cheang to go for class..) and chilled.. went on9, look at some facebook profiles, listen to some songs, etc... when it was time for winnie and guoa cheang to go for class, i sent them there, then i went home.. again.. i sparta my way back also.. haha..

chilling in michelle's room.. you can see michelle trying to goda and 'yam' guoa cheang..
(the penguin on the bed is ah boon.. my bday present..)

it was really fun.. how i wish i could stay there with them.. then i can cook dinner for them every night.. they'll be my 'lab rats'.. haha..
i left ah boon for michelle to play with.. so next time i will go back there and get my ah boon back.. haha.. i'll try to go there more often.. haha..

Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen

Today i went to mid valley with some secondary friends.. we went for a movie.. Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen.. ah boh and i reach there earliest.. we went and bought the tickets and then went for lunch while waiting for others to arrive.. but most of them were late.. so they missed part of the show.. the show is quite funny and there are a few characters in the movie that i really really like.. haha.. they are soooo cute.. well.. i'm not gonna tell you guys the story.. just in case some of you havent watch it yet..

so.. the main reason i am writing this post is because something happened during the show that ruin everybody's mood.. and i mean everyone in that cinema.. closing to the end of the show.. which happens to be the most exicting part of the movie, the sound system was not functioning well.. the part where we were supposed to hear all the sounds of people screaming, yelling, explosions and all those 'bing' 'bang' 'boom' sound was replaced by a moment of silence then some weird sounds, then silence again.. it lasted for about 5 minutes.. everyone was NOT happy at all.. the weird sound was sooo annoying, i saw the guy sitting next to me covering his ears.. and i can hear on the other side, hui wen saying: "yor.. damn potong steam ah.." she repeated that a few times.. it was kinda funny when i heard her saying that.. ( so long didnt hear people using the word 'potong steam'.. havent heard it since secondary school.. haha..) but everyone was very frustrated though.. hui wen even said that the weird sound sounded like the Decepticons..

finally.. someone fixed the ssound system.. but the excitement for the movie was no longer there.. we missed part of the show.. haihz.. no fun la.. the movie ended shortly after that..

i am so gonna watch the show again..

RATS!!..

at first i had no intention of writing any post today.. but something happened that made me feel really disgusted.. i cannot stop thinking about it..

i came home from work earlier today.. around 10pm.. then as usual i went to the toilet and wash my feet.. (some ppl might find it strange.. but for me.. it is a habit.. hehe..) as i was walking into the toilet.. there is a mat in front of the toilet door.. i stepped on the mat.. i heard one squeak noise and i felt i stepped on something.. i thought i was a cockroach.. i thought killed it or something.. so i turned around and look.. my eyes opened wide when i saw the mouse running from under the mat to under the kitchen stove.. my first and only reaction was to run out from the kitchen, close the kitchen door.. i was jumping in disgust as i told my parents i stepped on a rat.. yer.. yuck..

after that.. i straight away went into the toilet in my parents room and wash my feet with dettol.. right after that i went into my room, closed the door and locked it.. i heard my parents trying to catch the rat.. heard that irritating, disgusting squeaking sound.. later.. i found out that there were 2 mouse.. ewww.. my parents manage to chased them out of the house.. my mom asked my to open my door but i refused to do it.. i didnt opened my door until about half an hour later.. i think they came in through the kitchen window.. yer.. what a disgusting day.. i still cannot forget the moment when i stepped on the rat and saw it running to the stove area.. and the way that i felt when i stepped on the rat.. yer.. thinking of it makes me shiver.. yuck.. eww.. i feel like chopping my feet off.. yer.. rats.. yuck..


i add this part because.. i also donno why.. it's kinda funny..

about a minute ago.. my dad was standing outside my room.. imitating me on how i reacted when i stepped on that disgusting rat.. he and my mom were laughing their heads off, saying that they should have caught it on video.. as my dad was imitating me.. my only responds was: what la.. i cannot have reactions, cannot have emotions one ah??..
well.. it was kinda funny.. you could not imagine my reactions.. i was practically jumping up and down for quite some time.. feeling disgusted.. screaming repeatedly: yer.. i stepped on a rat..
and right after that.. i went to the toilet and wash my feet.. with dettol.. come to think of it now.. dettol is not enough.. i'm gonna go wash again.. yuck!!..

Feelings..

something happened just now that made me feel really angry right now.. the feeling has passed from sadness to anger.. i might get over it after some time but the scar will always be there..

Tiring day..

My timetable for monday is very tiring.. although the class starts at 11pm.. but i still wake up at 6.30am.. this morning i woke up around that time.. freshen up myself then went on9 but i put my status as appear off9.. haha.. study in front of the computer for about 2 hours.. then at about 9am, i left for school.. reach utar.. study again.. and then my never ending lessons started..

it began with 2 hours of lecture on programming concepts and design.. i have no idea what the teacher was teaching.. i am not good at computing stuff.. i only know how to use the basic stuff like microsoft word, excel, powerpoint, etc and the internet.. and of course some programs for watching movies.. haha.. other than that, i'm noob at it.. and the class was sooooo noisy.. the year 1 sem 1 ppl cannot stop talking.. finally i cannot stand it.. i shhh loudly.. and to my surprise.. the effect only lasted for a few seconds.. gosh.. this bunch of ppl ah..

after that, we went for japanese classes.. i was kinda fun and tough at the same time.. i'm not good at language subjects.. especially when i have to memorise the characters.. that's why i'm not good in chinese.. some goes for japanese.. writing the words was not really a big problem for me.. it is like looking at the word and rewrite it only.. but memorising the words and remembering the pronunciation was quite a challenge..

then at 4pm, we had theory of interest for 2 hours.. as usual.. i hardly understand what the teaher was teaching.. i tried reading the book by myself.. but i cannot focus cos the teacher was talking.. so i end up listening blurly to the teacher.. another tough subject.. in this class.. it was much much much more quiet than programming class.. we had year 2 ppl there with us.. the noise only began at the last 30 minutes.. cos everyone was tired and losing concentration..

then at 6pm was intermediate calculus.. as huey chin, cui yi, soon fatt and i were walking from DK to S block, we saw the teacher.. he recognised soon fatt and he offered to give us a ride to S block..hehe.. the lesson was ok.. i can understand the teacher.. but the teacher was really soft.. and the class was really noisy.. i think there was about 50-60 students maybe.. but the people sitting at the back of the class was really making a lot of noise.. i was sitting on the second row and sometimes, i can hardly hear what the teacher is saying.. the class ended at 7pm..

what a day.. and now.. while waiting for my mom, i wrote this post.. (cos she wants to go to a relative's house and pick up something.. and i have to be the driver.. ) didnt want to start studying yet.. haha.. i don like being interupted when i study.. hehe..

LOVE..

did some changes to my blog today.. added an image to the blog title.. haha.. you might find it weird as what is so special about that.. well.. this is a piece of artwork that i did in form 5.. as you can see.. i drew it on the table.. haha.. i remembered that i started drawing this during sejarah class.. i never like the subject although the teacher was marvellous.. he's a very good teacher.. but i just can never pay attention is sejarah classes.. so i started drawing on the table.. at first i didnt really thought of the word love at all.. as i sketched.. the word L came up.. so.. i just continue with it lo.. haha.. it didnt take me one day to finish it.. i think i took about a few weeks.. (i do pay attention in class sometimes.. haha..)

i didnt really bring a camera to school just to take this picture.. there was an event, so i brought my camera to school and then i took this picture.. luckily i did that.. if not i will regret forever.. cos during bm set-teaching, chun kit sat on my place.. his itchy hand went and conteng my table.. and he destroyed my 'artwork'.. with PEN somemore.. when i came back to class, i was furious!!.. mostly because this was one of the best artwork i've ever done in my life.. ( my sense of creativity is extremely low and i really cannot draw.. i'll be celebrating if i get B- or C+ for pendidikan seni..)

that's why i treasure this picture very much.. sometimes when i think back to what happened on that day, i still get a bit upset.. haihz.. but what's done is done.. at least i still have this picture.. haha..

Sick!!..

i came down with a bad flu on monday.. all thanks to my dad.. it has always been like this.. whenever he is sick, i'll be getting the same thing in the next few days.. it is logical to say that bacteria can spread through air.. so flu, cough, fever and other sickness can spread easily.. but gastric and diarrhea and other sickness that cannot possibly be spread by air.. somehow i will get the same thing a few days after my dad got it.. haihz..

on monday night, i went to bed early hoping that the flu will go away.. but when i woke up the next morning, things got worse.. i got sore throat.. it was sooo painful that even drinking water was torture.. then at noon.. flu's best friend, fever came.. i took some panadols but the effect wore off after a while.. and just my luck, exam results was out on tuesday.. while i was resting, my dad sms-ed me and asked me my result.. maybe it was the way i replied him.. he ended up calling me and ask me.. he heard my voice then he told me to go to the doctor.. gosh.. the last person i wanted to see was a doctor.. i would rather see my worse enemy than to see a doctor.. so i got up and walked out to the clinic and guess wat??.. the clinic was having a lunch break until 4.30pm.. so i walked back home and straight away went to bed.. i woke up around 5pm.. took a quick shower (i know.. i'm sick.. i'm not supposed to wet myself.. but i cannot stand it.. the weather was soooo hot and i've been hiding under comforter the whole time.. ) so.. the same thing.. went to the doctor.. ate those disgusting medicine.. ewww.. went to sleep again..

the next day.. i was basically sleeping the whole day.. somehow paracetamol don't last long.. after a few hours.. the temperature come back again and i think the flu medicine did nothing to stop the running nose.. i can barely breath with my nose.. i was breathing through my mouth the whole time.. the medicine that the doctor gave me for my sore throat did not ease any of the pain at all.. and the medicine taste like... disgusting medicine.. yuck!!.. i didnt even eat much that day.. cos everything i put in my mouth taste like medicine.. yuck!!.. oh ya.. sore throat's friend, cough came for a visit also.. grr.. although i'm not feeling well on that day.. i still have to drive down to titiwangsa lrt station to pick up my cousin.. luckily i was concious and did not got into an accident..

and yesterday.. finally.. fever was gone.. flu and cough still hanging around and sore throat refuse to leave.. until today.. they are still here.. haihz.. now my voice sound like one kind only.. the whole time people asking me to repeat what i said because i was too soft.. sometimes i don even feel like talking at all..

during this whole time that i was sick.. there are SOME people (eg. MICHELLE ELIZABETH JOHN and my evil brother) kept saying that i got swine flu (H1N1).. and even the doctor made jokes about it..

my medicine will be finished tomorrow.. hopefully i will get well soon.. i don't want to start my new semester under this condition..

It's over..

It began with ok but end badly.. all i can say is that i am not hoping for much now.. i'm trying not to think about it so much because i am really disappointed.. maybe i have not been using my brain as much as i used to when classes are still on.. i find that my brain is not functioning well.. especially during the last few papers.. haihz.. at first my confidence level is high.. but towards the end.. my confidence level went all the way down to zero.. if there is another paper then my confidence level will go down to negative..

i think during this holiday i cannot relax too much.. i'll still be catching up with some movies and hong kong series.. but i'll be looking through some calculus and prob & stat stuff to prepare myself for the next semester.. and i think i also have to study on linear algebra cos i really did badly this time.. i dont think i can pass this paper.. so.. i'll just have to prepare for next trimester..

hopefully in a few weeks time when the result is out, my result is good.. but there is part of me that doubt that.. haihz.. all i can do is just wait..

A stone that i miss more than any other stones.. haha..

talking about this stone.. he is not like any other average stone.. this stone is cool, yeng, nice, feed and has all the other 'good' qualities.. we were in the same class in form 6.. at first we were just classmates.. then slowly.. we became feeders.. when i first know him.. he is the quiet type of guy.. and like some other guys.. he eats a lot.. he and his soul mate always go for second round during lunch.. as i get to know him more.. he is a very funny guy.. and he will surprise you with his talking skills when it comes to some of his favourite topic.. i remember there was once where i tank him to Putra ktm station.. from tarc to the station is about 30 minutes drive.. michelle was saying that it will be soooo quiet during the journey.. but surprisingly.. we talked about lots of things.. i was sooo talkative that he had to say: "pui yee ah.. let me finish talking first.." haha.. when i told michelle this she was so shocked.. she said: "this came out of the stone's mouth ah??.."

this stone is very good at basketball.. michelle and i like to see him play basketball.. cos he became even more yeng when he plays.. haha.. he even became our coach when we had this interschool competition.. ( it was nothing.. only 2 groups registered.. my friends and i only registered because we wanted to get more points for co-cu..) it was so kind of him to help us.. but due to our 'pro-ness' he gave up after the first half of the game.. well.. cannot blame him for that.. anyways.. he always teach me and michelle the right way of playing basketball.. (michelle needs the lessons more than i do.. haha..)

this stone is also very loyal to his gf.. haha.. although ah sou is all the way in nilai while he is here in kl studying.. but they still love each other very much.. i can tell by the number of sms they send to each other everyday.. it is uncountable.. haha..

one thing very nice about this stone is that he is very good to friends.. he will go for all of the outings with friends if he can make it.. even if this means that he had to come all the way from nilai to kl just for that one day also he dont mind.. such a nice friend.. and he always help me in many ways.. he is also the one with least complains among the brothers.. that is why michelle and i love him so much.. ( erm.. i think maybe only me.. cos michelle.. erm.. ahem.. those who know about this thing will know what i am talking about la..) when he moved to hostel.. michelle was soooo happy.. she got one 'koh' and one 'di' in the hostel with her.. he is the one who always teman her when she needed company.. and she was always the one who teman him when he wanna eat supper.. haha..

he is a very funny person.. although he don crake jokes 24/7 like i do.. but when he does.. we all cannot stop laughing.. i remember there was once where he act as a teacher and tried to teach us simple harmonic motion.. the title writen on the board was springs and SHM.. and he was saying: "today i'm gonna teach you all springs and... what is that ah??.. SHM??".. ( he didnt take physics.. thats why he didnt know..) it was sooo funny.. i still keep the video that michelle recorded while he was 'teaching'.. haha.. sometimes when i am bored.. i will listen to that recording again.. (for some reasons.. when the clip was transfered to my phone there were no images.. just sound..) and even though i have listened it many times but i still laugh after listening to it..

when form 6 was over.. i was kinda upset.. cos he will be going back to nilai.. although it is not that far and he can come to kl anytime by train.. but part of me just feel that i will not be seeing him everyday and act feed like we used to in school.. thats why i really enjoy the class trip to penang.. it was really fun.. somemore all 3 of the brothers are there.. only thing missing was feed chelle.. that babi.. due to one of them busy dating and the other one was clinged by a little kid.. so most of the time i am with guoa cheang.. i think the part guoa cheang enjoyed most was the food.. cos we went for food more than we visit all the places.. haha.. the part i enjoyed most was driving there.. cos the 3 brothers and i were in one car and the others were in the other car.. so it was fun and we talked about all sort of feed things.. when we drive back.. feed cheang and i had a long conversation.. cos we both were afraid that either one of us will fall asleep.. ( we both took turns to drive..) it was really fun.. again we talked about all sort of feed things.. it was really unforgettable experience and memory..

and now.. we still chat on9.. one thing i like most about him compared to the other 2 brothers was he was the only one who will reply other ppl's message.. and i find that i always have something to talk about when i chat with him.. and this just makes me miss him more.. how i wish that form 6 never ends.. then we can still be feeders together.. and i will be their goddess of tanker.. haha..

here's a picture of this stone.. he's very yeng and leng zai.. ( Loh Xae Hoyy.. this is leng zai.. look at this picture and then look in the mirror.. you are far far away from being leng zai..) i think i better don write too much about this stone.. later ah sou read already then come and whack me.. haha..

Hot untilllllll........

Gosh.. it has been really hot these few days.. i just came out from a shower and now i'm starting to sweat already.. why is there no winter in malaysia??.. haihz.. for the past few weeks.. it has been raining everyday.. and these few days.. it is extremely hot.. even at night..

unfortunately for me.. there is no ventilation in my room.. there is only one window in my room and it is connecting to the store room.. so it is even hotter in my room.. the only fan in my room is up in the ceiling.. and it is hardly making my room any cooler.. plus.. it's too costly to turn on the air-cond the whole day..

for the past few nights.. i've woke up in the middle of the night.. sweating.. it is really very hot.. that is the only time i turn on the air-cond.. when my room is cool enough.. i'll turn it off again.. electric bills nowadays is very expensive..

there are times where i feel like stuffing myself into the refrigerator.. if i can i will.. but i'm too big.. haha.. argh... very hot ah!!!...

High school memories..

today i read one pf my high school friend's blog.. his name is NEPTUNE Loh Xae Hoyy.. yup.. i highlighted the word neptune cos until now i still donno why he wanna put his name as neptune.. like the oil brand only.. somemore his sister's name is venus.. i think if he got more siblings then their names might be mars, jupiter,.... earth.. or something like that.. haha..

anyways.. reading his blog reminds me of a lot of funny things.. like he said in his blog.. on his 17th birthday.. we got him 6 bottles of those bubbles stuff.. it wasnt my idea at all.. ( seriously xae hoyy.. it was all stephanie's idea.. ) but we had lots of fun with his present.. haha.. steph and i went to the mall to see what we should get him.. actually steph already had the whole bubble thing in mind.. no matter what i say also no use.. there is a perfume shop in the mall.. we went in there.. trying to find the cheapest perfume.. but.. well.. they are all equally expensive.. i was thinking wanna share the present with more people.. but steph insist on buying the bubble stuff.. anyways.. it only cost us about $6.. and there are about 6 person sharing the present.. so it only cost us a dollar each.. haha..

well.. let me just say why i wanted to buy him perfume.. cos firstly.. he really LOVES perfume.. sometimes he will bring some to school.. and the worse thing is some of them.. or should i say most of them.. the smell was really not to our liking.. ( in another word.. why on earth does perfume smell so badly??.. ) there was one time the perfume bottle was leaking.. and the whole class smell one kind.. gosh.. it was really hard to breath.. then from that day onwards.. i check his bag for perfume almost everyday.. there was a day where he brought a bottle of perfume and he went spraying it around in the class.. oh my gosh.. i was so angry.. i went and took the perfume away from him and hid it in one of the fire estinguisher box on the staircase.. and i totally forgot about it.. until few days later.. i remembered.. i went back to look for the perfume but it was gone.. so i was thinking of buying one that smell nice for him.. really sorry xae hoyy.. but the perfume you got.. most of them don smell nice.. it was chocking everyone..

ok.. lets talk about what happen after we gave him the present.. haha.. the whole class went and unwrapped his present and start playing with it.. there were six bottles of them in total.. we put it in front of the air cond, we blew it and we did lots of stuff.. the whole class was full or bubbles and everyone was soooo happy.. i end up taking one bottle back.. it is still in one corner of my room.. untouched.. haha.. i wonder did he manage to take back any.. haha.. never mind la xae hoyy.. next time i buy you another one again la.. haha..

this guy reminds me of lots of things.. when he was in form one he was the silent boy.. whom people don even knew his existance.. then somehow.. he mixed with some group of people.. then he became the annoying one.. slowly.. he became more annoying.. when he reached form 4 and 5.. he has gone to another level.. he LOVES to talk about karma.. and he will not stop.. i wonder whether he still does it now or not.. haha..

see xae hoyy.. i'm so nice to you.. i wrote one whole post just about you.. i hardly do that for anyone.. but you are not the first one.. haha.. this is a picture of Mr. Neptune Loh Xae Hoyy.. (got it last time when i design the class page for the school's year book..) i try to keep this picture as small as possible so that it can hardly be seen.. and Mr. Loh himself thinks he looks leng zai in this picture.. will someone please tell him the truth.. michelle.. i leave this honour to you.. don be shy and tell him the truth.. he says don have 100% also got 99% of the ppl will say he is leng zai.. (shake head..) tak tau malu betul..

i don think i can survive this long..

I could survive for 35 seconds chained to a bunk bed with a velociraptor

Reunion at KLCC..

went to klcc with college friends today.. it was fun.. christopher, wee nie, sita, elaine, diing sheng and shavi was there.. it was sita's bday yesterday.. so today is kinda a belated celebration for her..

for lunch.. we were supposed to try out the food in 'apartment downtown'.. but as we are settling down and christopher and sita were looking around for the 'bed'.. we flipped through the menu.. gosh.. we had the shock of our life.. milo for RM10.90.. White rice for RM 3.90.. Salad and sandwiches is at least RM 20++.. we were looking at each other.. giving the look.. so.. we were planning to leave the restaurant.. as sita and christopher came back from their tour.. we stood up and prepare to leave the place.. the waitress thought we wanna see the decoration on the second floor.. but we just talk and laugh and left.. haha.. then we end up eating at manhattan fish market.. the food there was ok.. not bad.. the price is.. at least cheaper than apartment downtown.. after we made our order.. chritopher and wee nie went for a walk.. ( or went toilet.. i had no idea where they went.. but they were away for quite some time.. i wonder where they went.. ) christopher's salad came.. but he was not back yet.. so we help ourselves.. haha.. i think we ate one quarter of it.. when he came back.. we act as if nothing happened.. and he was so kind to ask us whether we wanted to try his salad or not.. so we all.. great actors and actresses.. tried some.. haha.. it was soooo funny.. ( christopher.. please don be mad when you read this.. )

after lunch.. we went walking.. and christopher and wee nie cant stop talking about coffee.. they both work in starbucks now.. ( different outlet ) gosh!!.. please.. don ever ever work for starbucks.. no matter how great deal they offer you.. if not you'll be like christopher and wee nie.. first.. christopher bought an espresso drink from starbucks.. then they went to coffee bean.. wee nie bought an espresso drink also..( i think).. then they started.. comparing the machine used by the starbucks in klcc and the outlet they work in.. comparing the taste of coffee bean drinks and starbuck's.. comparing the services.. comparing EVERYTHING.. they go on and on about coffee.. then wee nie said wanted to see what san francisco coffee has.. omg.. but we didnt go there.. haha..

finally.. we walked around in isetan.. made lots of jokes about lots of things.. then we went to the centre court and took pictures.. a finny thing was.. sita brought her camera.. but she left the battery at home.. so her sister had to bring it for her.. so we only manage to take pictures before we leave.. ( luckily.. if not we'll be spending at least half an hour everywhere we stop.. even in the toilet.. so that sita can take 'some' pictures.. ) and we did spend half an hour there taking pictures..

michelle.. you missed out soooo much.. faster move to kl la.. then can go out with us.. plus.. i really enjoyed myself today.. and i manage to talk in english throughout the whole conversation.. cos in utar.. i talk in chinese most of the time.. and i think ( michelle thinks too.. ) my english went down the sewer.. so i need to talk in english more often..

oh ya.. i went to pc fair yesterday and bought a new printer.. haha.. but that will be the second and last time i'll ever go to pc fair.. gosh.. there were so many ppl.. that's why i never go to any fairs.. except edu fair.. i've learnt my lesson.. i'll never go to pc fair unless it is on a weekday.. ( i don think that is gonna happen.. )

Frustrated..

Sometimes i just don't understand what certain people are thinking.. when someone ask you to do something.. do it properly la.. if you really cannot do it then don't promise other people in the first place.. i would rather you tell me you cannot do or don't want to do then you simply write something or copy something from somewhere and give it to me.. and sometimes.. they tend to copy blindly without reading it.. and what make things worse is what they copy is out of the topic.. and it frustrates me more when you are not doing anything or only do it after i've asked you thousand times for it and you ask me to give you more things to do.. what do you expect me to answer you??.. these kinda people's action only bring more and more trouble to people around them.. other people have to clean up the mess and do that person's part as well.. Grrrrrrr.... now i'm so frustrated i feel like whacking those people..

hectic life..

i've been quite busy this couple of weeks.. and i think it will be worse next week onwards.. got 3 tests next week.. and then final exam starts in another few more weeks.. gosh.. why do we have to take the exams??.. why can't learning stop at going to school or class and learning from other people.. haihz..

although the finals is just around the corner.. but i already had plans for the after party.. haha.. my 'daddy' christopher wanted to have a trip to genting.. hopefully i can go.. plus.. my former classmates from tarc are planning for a trip to perhentian.. i really wanted to go.. but too bad.. they are having it on weekdays.. and i'll be having class at that time..

recently.. i misses the brothers even more.. don ask me.. i also donno why.. it all began when i woke up one morning.. i just got one kind of weird feeling.. i felt that my life is not as interesting as it used to be.. michelle, the queen of hooligan is all the way in pahang.. guoa cheang is all the way in nilai.. and i hardly see or hear from pei khen and yan kher eventhough they are right here in kl.. i really missed all the times we had when we were in form 6.. all the crazy moments we had.. there are also times where i miss my 'mommy', wee nie.. my aunts, sita and elaine.. my son became daddy, christopher and other 8S2A ppl.. how i wish wonderful things will stay the same forever..

anyways.. i better stop here before i become like zhen hui.. writing a short story in his blog.. haha..

New Blog

hey ppl.. just started this blog.. so.. i'm gonna need sometime to make the blog nice.. but i don think it will get anywhere.. cos my sense of creativity is just low.. and my knowledge on computing is just slightly better than my creativity.. so.. i doubt i can make it better.. plus.. my sense of 'colour-mathcing' is just wrong.. if i can i'll just put everything purple.. maybe a little light pink.. so.. don have too high expectations..

anyways.. this is my second blog.. the first one is kinda private.. just for me to express some feelings.. so far no one has read that blog before.. and i intend to keep it that way.. somethings are meant to stay behind closed doors..

i will try to update this blog as often as i can.. but i cannot promise anything..

i think i should just let it be for today.. i'm suppose to be studying for a test tomorrow.. just pull myself away from the books for a while cos i'm loosing concentration.. well.. i better get back to studying..